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[BlueBay]

@Sophia1 forgot to tag you for above 

[Eucalypt]

Hi @BlueBay

I am going to send you an email. You haven't had the time to yourself that you have wanted this week and at the moment things are feeling overwhelming. I am going to send you an email. You know that if you are immediately concerned for your safety it is important to dial 00 or contact one of the services below.
Lifeline: 13 11 14 or Crisis Chat
Suicide call back service: 1300 659 467 or online counselling
Samaritans: 135 247
If in immediate danger: 000

[BlueBay]

Everything I do is wrong or he huffs dnd puffs I’m so pushed off. 

I have no patience. This week has been really really hard. Csnt even go fir a walk on my own. Csnt f##g do anything. 

Hr has no idea how sngry frustrated emotional I am. 

Im suffocating in my own emotions. 

Im sitting here. Ayla is asleep. 

Thiughts are negative. There’s no cure for my mental health or BPD. I’m just a waiting time bomb ready to explode. 

Why couldn’t  my doctor send me yo hospital. 

[BlueBay]

@Eucalypt and others 

I’m home with Ayla but I want to go to the shop to buy some shoe holders to then put some plants in them. 

I need to go. I should ring my doctor snd tell him I’m going. 

Its just too much tiday. 

[BlueBay]

I’m taking time away. 

Dont know for how long 

sorry everyone 

[BlueBay]

Crying tonight because life is just so bad. 

Crying because we lose another great moderator. 

Im heading off 

I just need to be on my own 

csnt tske life anymore 

[Zoe7]

Feeling much the same way tonight @BlueBay tonight just sucks!

[Shaz51]

ohhhh sitting with you my sisters @Zoe7, @BlueBay

holding hands xoxo

[Former-Member]

snap out of it!

Hi @Shaz51 @Zoe7 @BlueBay

Oh B.B. part of me wants to say ‘snap out of it, shirt happens to everyome’  but  compassion knows how hard it is for you when like this, I have extreme emotions too, and the same high blood pressure. Being angry doesn’t help. And of causecwjen I err so distressed, our inner fight flight light goes on which we interpret as ‘gotta die’. You know the cycle, and today is one of those days you just have to hang on to your seat, what is worthy, and  it, rest and deep breaths. Don’t beat yourself up, you are enough, and deserve peace. 

Oh no, falling sleep again.

you guys take care 🦋

[Shaz51]

we will get there @Former-Member, going through the stages is sometimes good

we are all strong and amazing wonderful , determined women @Former-Member, @BlueBay, @Zoe7

together we get get trough this and much more . love you lots xxxxx