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[Till23]

The less I say about this the better @tyme 

[tyme]

Oh yes... I just remembered @Till23 . Sorry.

[Till23]

No problem @tyme 

[Till23]

I can see your both busy @tyme @AuntGlow so I will try another avenue

Thanks All

[AuntGlow]

Ooh, the crackling and heat of a fire must be so soothing @Till23. It is very cold in Victoria tonight. 🥶

I am really glad you were able to connect and feel seen by @tyme. You're incredibly intelligent btw, I admire that about you. 

Ahem, we don't fail our intentions here! We simply notice what comes up as we go about exploring them. So, what have you noticed you need more nurturing or support around here? 

Hey, you're allowed to feel angry, it seems like it's brought up a lot of very real feelings for you. I wonder if healthily expressing this anger may help you to process what is happening? Often, behind anger is sadness or grief. Perhaps this part of you needs some extra softness right now? 

Working in the sun is always such a treat. I know you are doing a lot to keep up momentum and be there for others. I am curious though, what would you do with your time if you could do absolutely anything right now? 

I understand why you may feel stupid for opening up and trusting someone else, but I honestly think this was so brave of you. Did you gain anything from therapy with her before this point?

I appreciate you sharing the latter part with me and I am glad to know you are safe. It seems like things really are a lot right now. Please know we are here with you, okay? 💛

[AuntGlow]

Oh, this must have been a very tiring day for you... I really hope you are both able to get some more rest tonight. Let me know how your blood tests go, okay? Talk soon @Shaz51 💛

[Till23]

@AuntGlow I know you've gone now, so it's hard to really say anything because it will just hang there for days, I think you are not on forums for next couple of days. I feel that probably because I don't express myself in the same as maybe others do people assume I'm on top of stuff. Currently I'm not. But I think it's not appropriate to express that here. I know it's stupid and probably a bit like a childish pout, but I feel so alone and so Not Good Enough right now. I feel so worthless and maybe I will try something else

[tyme]

Oh hun @Till23 . I'm so so sorry you are feeling this way. Please know you are what you are. We appreciate you for who you are.

Sorry, I can't stay to chat, but I just want you to know that each person is special in their own way, including you and we appreciate all that you have shared, all those you have supported, all your knowledge you have imparted to us. 

We appreciate you.

Hugs.

[Till23]

Thanks @AuntGlow @tyme for your responses. The evenings sometimes seem to go so quickly. Although you may have a different opinion about that, but often when you're working hard the time does seem to flash by.

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[tyme]

Thank you for sharing that powerful piece @Till23 . I 'feel' it. 

I can see you are grappling with more than what meets the eye. Please know we are thinking of you and sitting with you at this time.