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[Powderfinger]

I decided today to laugh about the narcissist I was with. Narcissists are no laughing matter though. I decided to laugh because sometimes their insanity is so full on that you just need to laugh about it. Create some humor from a really terrible thing. If it was at a victims expense, I wouldn't though. 

I saw this today and rather than even get into it psychologically, I was just like WOW. 

The narcissist liked this post. 

I thought wow you know, you are a narcissist yourself, like a post about a narcissistic parent, you have three kids, not much of a close relationship with the two of them, the other one you have really trained to become a younger version of you in many ways. My goodness. Not to mention this is on a domestic violence social media page. 

Tomorrow I have court for my restraining order application to be heard. I truly just want to be done with this now. I need the restraining order. I want to know that I'm going to be left alone so she cannot just pop up in my life if and when she wants to. 

PF. 

[BPDSurvivor]

I hear you @Powderfinger .

All the best for tomorrow.

[Powderfinger]

Thanks @BPDSurvivor 

[BPDSurvivor]

How are you @Powderfinger ?

My thoughts are with you, especially after today.

Is there something you can do for yourself tonight in terms of self-care?

[Powderfinger]

@BPDSurvivor 

I'm not good. I'm assuming you mean the restraining order? Court was yesterday. Thanks for thinking of me though. 

I'm heavily depressed. I usually go pretty quiet and just stick to myself. I like to be by myself when I'm heavily depressed. It just makes my life easier. Each to their own. 

PF

[BPDSurvivor]

@Powderfinger ,

Yes, I was referring to court. I totally hear the difficulty of it all, and hence wanted to check-in.

Can you think of something kind you can do for yourself today?

It's sunny here in Melb. Bit cool though. I'll be going for a walk today.

BPDSurvivor

[Powderfinger]

@BPDSurvivor 

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