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31-05-2019 08:53 PM
31-05-2019 08:53 PM
So over it! *su talk*
I'm ok, but really fed up and exhausted of being one bad event from suiciding. I'm either trying to feel nothing or pretending things are happy, trying to make the best of things and then someone in my family does some stupid, unreasonable or nasty thing and I just want to end it and then I got to use my energy just trying to not give into temptation. I got a new script of sedatives for mum filled today, between my meds and hers, I would feel nothing. I'm NOT going to do anything but that damn temptation is there. 🤬🤬🤬😫😭
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31-05-2019 09:18 PM
31-05-2019 09:18 PM
Re: So over it! *su talk*
Really feeling you today 😞 lost another job because I'm so depressed and can never get to work on time :(:(;(
Have been feeling that suicide tug this week too and it's not fun!
Stay strong 🙂 even though it's exhausting I know !!
Peace 🙂
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01-06-2019 09:28 AM
01-06-2019 09:28 AM
Re: So over it! *su talk*
We're so sorry to hear that you feel this way @Lemonjuice, is there anyone that you are able to chat to about how you are feeling?
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01-06-2019 04:36 PM
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Re: So over it! *su talk*
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01-06-2019 04:38 PM
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Re: So over it! *su talk*
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01-06-2019 05:01 PM
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Re: So over it! *su talk*
That's good to hear @Lemonjuice, knowing you have the session on Monday. Hopefully you can untangle some of those thoughts and the therapist can help. How has your day been?
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01-06-2019 06:01 PM
01-06-2019 06:01 PM
Re: So over it! *su talk*
@Ali11 it's been pretty good today actually. Just hanging out at home, did some study and cooking. Hope yours has been ok.
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01-06-2019 07:16 PM
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Re: So over it! *su talk*
Study and cooking are both great ways to spend time on a Saturday @Lemonjuice. Some stretches and reading today, it was relaxing
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01-06-2019 08:30 PM
01-06-2019 08:30 PM
Re: So over it! *su talk*
@Lemonjuice Glad you had a better day. I was pretty down early in week, but things have been better since.
What I have been left with after peeling back all the su talk ... is how much bloomin pain I am in ... so gotta keep endorphins flowing and get movin ...
Met a group of young women in their 20s who spoke about "salty woman" it was their way of talking about being straight and not too pink and fluffy. Founf it interesting thats all.
CHeers Apple
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02-06-2019 08:59 AM
02-06-2019 08:59 AM
Re: So over it! *su talk*
Hi @Appleblossom, we're sorry to hear that you are in pain but glad to hear that you can keep moving to get those endorphins going. "Salty Woman" sounds really interesting, so is the concept that you are being real and straight to the point (and not belittling the situation)?